1/1/2026

It's the new year !!! I already feel the immense dread coming on.

ummm,,, I got an electric guitar for christmas which is p nice, hoping to get some practice in later today. I'm thinking of improving this website at some point,,, I've been neglecting practice here ! Aaaa,,, hoping to draw more though I haven't been feeling the best about it, I want to post some of it somewhere but I don't really know where ? I have a tumblr and all but I don't really feel that comfortable for some reason, I'm thinkinh of moving things to pixiv,,,? ah, but I'll think some more...

11/12/2025

I wish my life felt more 'lively' than whatever it is now, but I don't exactly know what's making me feel so empty and bored. I've finally managed to find friends, I talk to them almost everyday, I get to have a lot of fun, but I guess the problem is that they're obviously not always there. I've been trying to rollerskate more often so I can spend more time than ever outdoors plus exercising, I think it's working pretty well for me, it would be nice to have a place to hang around tho.

There is a playground near here, I think it'll be worth going there tomorrow even with all the overgrown grass there.

11/7/2025

I cut my bangs not too long ago. Then today I trimmed around my hair just for the sake of having it shorter. I can't commit fully on the length though,,, I'd like it to be shorter to the point the back of my neck is showing; having it covered just irritates me often I've found. But I also really like the way it is right now.

I do wish I hadn't cut my bangs so short, I meant to only trim it just enough for my eyes to be seen, but I guess I misjudged how muxh exactly I was cutting since my hair is wavy. It'll grow out anyway so I'm not too bothered at least.